He can't tell if Sheena, Malos, and Zelos are in the room, but the idea of them seeing this, of them seeing his shell come undone by a few simple words embarrasses him to his core. Sheena - Sheena's seen him at his worst, but it's been months, he should be better.
His frustration, his deepset sorrow push upwards from the pit of his stomach, wrap around his heart and choke at his lungs. He gasps for air, and then it finally washes over him and he sobs, loud and miserable. The thought he pushes away, always pushes away, hits him again and again - turn off your pain, let it go away and never come back - and he declines declines declines. He'd rather be at rock bottom than kill off his heart.
His grip tightens on Anna, crying into her shoulder, ignoring the way he sees the cruxis crystal on his left hand glow brighter than it had only moments ago.
CONGRATS ANNA YOUR ALTERNATE DIMENSION SON IS BROKEN
He can't tell if Sheena, Malos, and Zelos are in the room, but the idea of them seeing this, of them seeing his shell come undone by a few simple words embarrasses him to his core. Sheena - Sheena's seen him at his worst, but it's been months, he should be better.
His frustration, his deepset sorrow push upwards from the pit of his stomach, wrap around his heart and choke at his lungs. He gasps for air, and then it finally washes over him and he sobs, loud and miserable. The thought he pushes away, always pushes away, hits him again and again - turn off your pain, let it go away and never come back - and he declines declines declines. He'd rather be at rock bottom than kill off his heart.
His grip tightens on Anna, crying into her shoulder, ignoring the way he sees the cruxis crystal on his left hand glow brighter than it had only moments ago.