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[Sheena'd thought she was all done with dimensional travel, now that the two worlds were united. But here she is, having fallen asleep in one world and woken up in a Tethe'alla that's just different enough from the one she knows to be constantly jarring. Her connections to Aselia's summon spirits dangle loose, snapped by distance - not even Origin's power could follow her here, it seems. That's more than a little unsettling.
It takes her some time, alone in a bizarro version of Meltokio as she is, but eventually she stumbles on a lead - an old scientific journal, a mention of the power of something called an Aegis being able to transcend space and time, at least in theory. And a little asking around tells her that Tethe'alla has its own Aegis, though no one's seen it for years. Well. Worth a shot, right?
Somehow she manages to talk her way into the Tethe'allan castle where the Aegis's core crystal awaits being woken up, with a series of smiles and her very best politicking - yes, of course she's got nothing but loyalty for Tethe'alla, of course she's skilled at this, of course it'd be a great honor.
(Zelos would be proud, she thinks, wryly.)
They're dubious, but her persistence wears them down, or maybe they're just desperate enough for a return of the Aegis's power to let her try, and the orange core crystal is offered out to her.
She takes a deep breath, and reaches out to touch it.]
It takes her some time, alone in a bizarro version of Meltokio as she is, but eventually she stumbles on a lead - an old scientific journal, a mention of the power of something called an Aegis being able to transcend space and time, at least in theory. And a little asking around tells her that Tethe'alla has its own Aegis, though no one's seen it for years. Well. Worth a shot, right?
Somehow she manages to talk her way into the Tethe'allan castle where the Aegis's core crystal awaits being woken up, with a series of smiles and her very best politicking - yes, of course she's got nothing but loyalty for Tethe'alla, of course she's skilled at this, of course it'd be a great honor.
(Zelos would be proud, she thinks, wryly.)
They're dubious, but her persistence wears them down, or maybe they're just desperate enough for a return of the Aegis's power to let her try, and the orange core crystal is offered out to her.
She takes a deep breath, and reaches out to touch it.]
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(At least, probably not with Malos, who he barely knows.)
Malos can work with that, though.
"Yeah, that happens," he jokes, because he's pretty sure Zelos would rather he pretend he didn't catch Zelos vulnerable at all. (Patroka's like that, too, and so is Akhos half the time.) He darts a glance towards the window, catches a glimpse of faint warm light through the window. Perfect. He definitely needed a change of subject.
"Hey, you woke up just in time, though," he says, sending Zelos a grin as he makes his way over to the window. He checks, first, through the curtain gap-- no solicitors. He can't feel any unusual disturbances in the ether, either.
The sun's only just started peeking up over the buildings. Their view from the slums probably ain't the best view, but the clouds this morning mean the sky's painted gorgeous colors, pink clouds against the pale blue of morning.
Zelos has... probably seen a sunrise before, but who knows, right? So Malos nods for Zelos to join him.
"It's always nice being awake to see the sunrise," Malos says. "Come check it out."
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Zelos wills himself to stop shaking. This is... weird. At least Malos isn't asking about his dreams, nor is he making it a big deal about the state he'd found Zelos in, which means the shame he's feeling is easy to discard and dismiss after a few deep breaths. With time the blank mask gains a few strings of words he can use to defend himself with. And then Malos speaks, and Zelos actually scoffs.]
"You really gonna risk that?" [he asks. It's a little easier to keep a conversation rolling when Zelos can be a smartass over literally anything else. He pulls his right leg close to his chest and rests his arm over his knee, gesturing vaguely with it while leaning back a little on his other hand, regarding Malos with a smirk.] "Ya can't seriously be thinking it's safe out there right now."
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"Safe enough for you to take a look out the window, if you want," Malos promises. "It's fuckin' gorgeous this morning."
He leaves it at that. Zelos can choose not to if he wants. He's free to make all the choices he wants now.
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"I've seen plenty of sunrises," [he says, lazily stretching his arms over his head like a cat. He takes care to keep himself nonchalant and casual as he controls his trembling legs and slowly makes his way over. He raises an eyebrow and peers out the window, hands on his hips, torso lowered dramatically.] "What makes this one so special, huh?"
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And then, he risks a glance at Zelos, wondering if he should, but-- man, the Irvings aren't really known for their incredible caution. So:
"Plus, it's the first sunrise since you were set free," Malos says, fixing his eyes out the window again. "That makes it pretty special, if you ask me."
HE DEADASS DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND
But this isn't the castle. This isn't the cannon.
Zelos straightens up and crosses his arms, thoughts suddenly vanishing in the air. He just stares through the window glass at the colours in the sky and wonders, for a moment, if during this journey to Mithos' location he'll finally get a chance to see a sunset or a sunrise from somewhere other than behind a window, from behind a cage's bars. He doesn't know. He can't really predict what's to come, but.
For now he guesses he'll just take this, and simply hums.]
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He catches himself before his face hits the floor, thankfully, but he doesn't even have the mental capacity to think about where he's at before he's standing, reaching for his swords as a paranoid reflex, scanning the room for any -
wait. Sheena!
Lloyd glances back at the bed, heart pounding, and sighs deeply when he sees she's safe, she's - well, she must have had a hell of a nightmare, but they all have. She's okay. He puts his swords up against the wall again and gently climbs back onto the bed, making sure to make enough noise as to not jolt her, and sits by her side at it's edge.
"Sheena," Lloyd starts, forcing his voice to stay calm, soft, and patient, although Colette's always been the one that was the best at comforting. Careful not to be too hasty, he wraps his arm around her waist, pulling her into a weak hug she could easily brush off if she decides to. "You're here. I'm here. We're here."
He gives it a few moments of silence, a few beats for them both to relax after their sudden awakenings, and then breathes out, counting to three and then back. "Are you alright? Anything you want to talk about?"
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"...Sorry," she says, after a long moment. "I just--" She takes a slow breath, lifts her head from his shoulder so she can look down at her hands in her lap. "Guess I should've expected that, with how much happened today." She lets out a shuddery laugh as she forms a fist, loosely, then relaxes it. She's here, and Lloyd's here, and she's not--
--letting anyone else die because of her own incompetence. (Where had that come from?) She straightens up the rest of the way, slowly, looking over to him. His face is hard to make out in the low light, but his bedhead looks as ridiculous as it always does. It's a shame her head's still too much of a mess for her to enjoy it. Still, she smiles, says, "I'll be okay, I think. Did I wake you?" After everything, she'd fallen asleep too fast to see if he'd needed her to make good on that promise.
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"How about you?" He asks, after a few more moments of silence, concern still etched into his face, voice still quiet. "Do you think you want to try and sleep again?" Lloyd spares a glance to the windows, where he can see dawn's rising light peeking in through the thick curtains, dark enough for more sleep but signaling the start of the day. Maybe Sheena could sneak in a few more hours before they hit the road, but he's been in her position often enough to know she's probably going to forgo sleeping more, and he can't blame her.
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"I napped a little while we were waiting for the sun to set, anyway. It'll be fine." She finger-combs her hair loosely, pulling it back into order as best she can before she ties it back. That's better, at least.
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Knowing that Sheena is safe has done a lot to make him feel better, but now that he's woken up in this world the truth settles in and it makes him uneasy - he has no idea how they'll get back to their own home. And even worse, there is a part of him that thinks of Anna and Malos and this Zelos, as much of a stranger as he is, and.
That part of Lloyd wonders if going home is his primary desire anymore.
He shakes his head. He's being dramatic. He wouldn't leave any of his friends behind for the world.
(A world where he has a family he doesn't have to fight to keep - it sounds like a dream.)
Ignoring his own think track, he shoves on his gloves and boots, willing himself to look stronger than he feels. At least now he feels at least a fraction of a percent more ready to face Zelos, though his heart constricts in his chest at the thought of introducing himself to a doppelganger of one of the people he failed, a doppelganger of the man he loves. But it's fine. It's fine, he'll be fine.
He wills a smile back onto his face, walking across the room and opening the curtains the slightest bit, allowing the light of dawn to hit him in the face. The warmth of it relaxes him the slightest bit, so he turns back around and claps his hands together. "Ready to take on an alternate universe?"
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And speaking of Zelos... maybe the fact that they're awake so early is better, actually. She'd like to have an actual conversation with him that isn't interrupted by murder or eavesdroppers, and Lloyd could probably use the time to get used to this whole mess of a situation. This world's already thrown so much at him in the day he's been here. She pushes the finished bow of the obi around until it's at her back as it should be, then reaches for her boots.
"It'll never know what hit it," she says, with a grin. Possibly it may already not know what hit it, after yesterday. "Oh-- actually, I meant to ask. Did Origin say anything about how to get back?" She'd never really had a more detailed plan than hoping she'd know what to do with the Aegis, but that hadn't happened, and if Zelos has any ideas he hasn't shared them, at least.
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"Sorta?" He gives her instead, sheepishness claiming his tone as he rests his hands on the grips of his swords, suddenly wishing he had his Material Blades on him rather than Gagnrad, but, whatever. "Origin has little to no power that reaches over here, I think. He told me to find the reflection of himself that could lead us home."
Whichhhhh is a lot less specific now that he thinks about it. Given the existence of blades and an entirely new system of mana - ether? - Lloyd wouldn't bet on summon spirits being a part of this universe. He bites at his lip, lost in thought. As much as it sucks to think about, Sheena and he might be here for longer than they originally thought, especially if they're going to help Zelos out with whatever it is Sheena broke him out of.
"Maybe the Origin over here conveniently has an interdimensional portal? Or just two really strong Rhieards?"
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"Actually..." She pauses, both feeling at the edges of her connection with Zelos to make sure the comparison's right and not really wanting to be the one to bring his name up to Lloyd. "Zelos does kind of feel like Origin." Which is a hell of a sentence, now that she's said it, and her face is very clear that she doesn't know what to make of it. "That's how I wound up finding him, but I didn't expect him to be..." Well, him. Has Sheena mentioned lately that she hates this world a little? She scowls, taps her boot against the floor to drive her foot into it properly as she thinks. "But he can't be Origin, right? That wouldn't make any sense."
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"I - uh, still don't really know anything about this world," Lloyd says, shifting his weight onto his right leg and crossing his arms in thought, "but Malos told me about something before you guys got here. Zelos has a core crystal, right?" He didn't see it if Zelos does have one, but if Sheena has to personally bust him out of the Tethe'allan government's hands, maybe it's not a far cry to assume he's a blade here.
(The idea of Zelos being used against his will as a weapon sickens Lloyd.)
"Core crystals don't... seem too far from exspheres or cruxis crystals. Do you think maybe they could be connected back to this world's Origin?"
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"Yeah, he does," she says, thoughtful. "His power felt pretty different from what an exsphere does, but... the concept's so similar. I dunno. They could be." She sighs, lifts her arms over her head to stretch. "But why would Origin be connected to blades?"
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He blinks, lifting his arm so he can support his head on the palm of his hand, shooting Sheena a glance, "where are we planning on going from here, anyway? Maybe if we can start keeping an eye out for Origin while we travel!"
That sounds like a good idea! Origin wasn't easy to pinpoint the first time, but it's not like they can't do it again, right? And hey, maybe they can even get him to help Zelos while they're at it. Someone with the power of a god isn't necessarily someone to be sneezed at.
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"Actually..." she says, hesitating. She probably should've mentioned this before now, but better now than to let Lloyd be blindsided by it later. "Last night, Zelos said he wanted to... go to Mithos." Wow, that sounds so much worse than Sheena'd expected it to, and she winces, quickly continuing, "Apparently, he's an Aegis here, too? I've been here almost a month and it doesn't seem like there's anything like Cruxis, so... maybe this Mithos is different. Malos thought it sounded like a good idea."
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Haha, right? Please be joking, Sheena, please laugh. Panic bubbles up from deep in his chest, coming out as a rough laugh that lands itself somewhere between horrified and disbelieving because his life wouldn't be this cruel to him, right? Making him introduce himself to an alternate version of the dead love of his life, only to make Lloyd suffer again in the same way? Making Lloyd face down his dead uncle, the one he killed? This is a different universe, surely whatever is out there that enjoyed watching his life go to shit in the span of a few days doesn't exist here, so this can't be it, right?
"I - I see," Lloyd manages to work out, nausea tickling at his throat, and he swallows down the sudden, dizzying urge to be sick. He knows what Sheena meant, knows that this Mithos is not his own, this Zelos is not what once his own. Knows that things are different, and the picture in the illusion may not be as close as it seems. But the words Zelos said he wanted to go to Mithos keep bouncing around his head, keep pounding at the weak armor he wears around his heart, a heart broken mercilessly and so often that it barely beats with half the strength it used to. He averts his eyes, turns around, busies himself with staring out the window again because it's easier to do that than to face Sheena and call himself a coward.
"Sounds like a good plan," he lies through his teeth, rubbing at the glove on his left hand. "If Malos thought it was a good idea and Zelos wants it, we might as well."
He swallows hard. Pushes down the panic. Forces a blank enough face, not having the will to force a smile anymore. And then he closes the window curtains, having had enough of the sunny morning already.
Zelos said he wanted to... go to Mithos.
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"Sorry," she says, helplessly, hands up in a gesture of supplication, and then, "sorry. I shouldn't have said it like that." Honestly she would've rather not said it at all, but it's not like she could lie to Lloyd of all people. "I don't feel great about this, either. But hey," she says, soft, stepping forward to place a hand on his shoulder gently. "We're not gonna let him--" Hm, nope, try again. She starts over, "We're not going to let anything happen to him. Right?" One way or another, she is going to keep this Zelos safe. She continues, rueful, "Besides, with this weird link between us, I'll know if..." She can't finish that sentence, just letting out a deeply uncomfortable laugh. It's way too early in the morning to be discussing the logistics of preventing Zelos's potential future suicide, even if it's only obliquely. "A-anyway. I'm sure it'll be okay."
Probably! Maybe. This is such a fucking mess. Sheena just drags her hands down her face, with a low, muffled noise that could have been fuuuuuck.
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"I uh - I trust their judgment," he says, and, well, he's learned his lesson about not trusting Zelos' decisions, so he swallows down the bitter taste of regret and unease and continues. "This world is different from ours, r-right? Who's to say this Mithos is any worse than ours was?"
Who's to say this Mithos is any better, Lloyd thinks, but keeps that locked tightly in his mind. The fear is going to last, going to burn into his brain until he sees for himself that this Mithos won't - won't -
That Lloyd won't have to do something he regrets again.
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Thinking about that isn't really any better than thinking about Mithos, though, and she glances down, wrapping one arm around her middle loosely. "... Is it bad that I kind of want him to come back with us?" she admits, voice quiet. "I don't know. I know he isn't the same person, but..." His face from the nightmare comes back to her, unprompted, combined with what she'd seen yesterday when he'd told her to touch his core crystal, and she tightens her hold on herself. She can't leave him to face that again, no matter what.
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He trails off, sighing, shutting his eyes tightly closed. "It feels bad," Lloyd finishes, a sad chuckle following him. He's never been a wordsmith, even less so when emotionally distressed, but. He's trying.
"We miss him," Lloyd states, ignoring the way his necklace presses cold against his chest, ignoring the way the shadows, the thoughts he tries to avoid swim to the surface of his mind, attempting to swing their tendrils of forcibly repressed memories into the forefront of his thinking track. "But we'll make it through this, yeah? The both of us. We'll be okay. We'll save this Zelos and we'll - we'll figure some shit out. We always do."
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"I think he's still awake, actually," she says, reaches up with the hand that had been wrapped around herself to rub at the center of her collarbone where the annoyance settles faint and sour. "Do you feel up to meeting him?" Her tone's cautious, but moping's never suited either of them.
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It would be the type of thing people used to do to their Zelos. So Lloyd's going to try. He's going to introduce himself, and if nothing else, he will be an acquaintance this Zelos can maybe one day trust to help protect him best Lloyd can. Lloyd nods, slowly, more than a little hesitantly, but it's definitely a nod.
"Ready as I'll ever be," he says, smiling a closed-mouthed smile, "ready as I can be."
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YOU HORRIBLE CHILDREN YOU'RE KILLING YOUR GRANDPA
THIS IS HELL
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BUCKLE UP HERE WE FUCKING GO
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Hey you ever hear the quiet version of City Ruins
eats your prose for power
WEEPY... THANK
EATS YOUR PROSE AS WELL, RURI
SORRY HE'S. /INCREDIBLY/ UNCOOPERATIVE ALWAYS
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GREAT EVERYTHING IS PERFECT
[LLOYD VOICE] THIS IS FINE
Re: [LLOYD VOICE] THIS IS FINE
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anna please stop avoiding the actual issue here
don't worry she will face the Consequences of her actions
SHE IS
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Comes back seven years late with Starbucks hi
guess who forgot it was her tag
You're valid
we are all valid
SAY THE THING
GOD DAMN IT
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING
LLOYD IS BEING A GODDAMN ENGINEER RN, SORRY
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFzLd8EK3sU
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TIME SKIP GO
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HE GOT HEAVY ON MAIN AGAIN
LISTEN, HES VALID
One timeskip ready to go
whoops
IT'S FINE IT'S FINE
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNJ6LO1QIyk
WELCOME TO HELL
AAAAA WHAT THE FUCK
I Am Dying
Man he's having a fucking awful time
that makes two of them!
GREAT
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oh god
GREAT SHE KINDA TAUGHT HIM TO TRY AND STAND HIS GROUND
UNDER ANY OTHER CIRCUMSTANCES SHE WOULD BE PROUD
I HOPE SHE CAN APPRECIATE IT LATER
she'll high five him next time
Everything's bad
EVERYTHING'S BAD
TIMESKIP TIME
Lloyd Does Crimes
ANNA'S SO HAPPY
IRVINGS BOND OVER PETTY THEFT
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sorry lloyd
[lloyd voice] this is fine!
malos is gonna make me cry
malos is gonna make /lloyd/ cry!!!!
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skates back into the thread with derris kharbucks
can i have a frappe
Sir this is a Burger King
Can I get a Big Mac then
I'd like a boneless pizza
None bones with left beef
AND NO FUCKING ORANGES
YALL GOT BONES IN YALL ORANGES?
THE PEEL IS ITS EXOSKELETON
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE?
DEADASS
WHERE DID THIS CONVERSATION GO EXACTLY
SOUP
I WANT TO GO HOME FROM SOUP
ME TOO
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