summonerd | i just wanna know: who broke it?

Aw shit.

Okay, okay, nothing to do now other than-- stumble into the goddamn open like a dumbass. It's fine, it's fine! Anna brushes herself off and collects herself, and maybe she looks a little deer-in-the-headlights but it's the middle of the night and she is running on coffee and spite and look. Okay. Maybe if she sounded confident that would just make her less trustworthy? Because then it would absolutely sound like she had a Hidden Agenda or some shit. Yeah, that.

She definitely tripped on purpose.

"Uhhhh," Anna says. Eloquent as fucking always. "Hi? Look, listen, sorry about that. It's just. I think I can help you out."

She holds her hands up, to show she's unarmed, doesn't intend to hurt. Aims for a pleasant smile.

"Don't get me wrong, Mizuho isn't exactly a bad idea-- they are mostly neutral, as far as the war goes, but. 'Mostly' is the operative word, there. And seeing as you're the goddamn Aegis..."

(Oh god, don't just bring attention to the fact he's the Aegis. Anna. Anna you are going to fuck it.)

[Sheena whirls around, eyes wide, reaching for her cards. How did she not notice? It's hard to tell from here, even with the sudden light from Zelos's sword appearing, but the woman doesn't look like anyone she knows. Although... maybe she'd seen her in the city, somewhere?

Well. That'd make sense, if they were followed. She frowns, pushing down the spike of surprise and stepping aside so she can get between Zelos and the stranger.]

And why would we listen to advice from someone who's following us in the middle of the night?

"That's... a good point!" Anna admits.

Okay, Anna, think quickly. Too bad you have no idea how to think quickly! This is why you should practice what you're going to say before you need to say it. She fidgets a little where she stands, her excitement and her general wells of Entirely Too Much Energy making her rock back and forth on her heels for a second, as she tries to find words.

(Taking a leaf out of Kratos' book, much? Ha.)

She inhales, slow, to center herself.

"My name is Anna Irving."

Usually not a smart move, giving her name to strangers. But even if she has no idea who this driver is, she knows anyone who freed the Aegis is probably someone who isn't going to be stabbing her in the back for her anti-war sentiments.

"I'm... from a group that would very much like to see this war end, and I know that taking the Aegis to Mizuho is not how that's going to happen. Everyone wants their hands on him." She sends a nervous glance at Zelos, offers him a smile. "I want his safety just as much as the two of you do."

Hopefully that sells it? Aw hell, she's got one more card up her sleeve. Might as well play it.

She makes eye contact with Zelos. He must know this name, must know what it means.

"Kratos Aurion is my husband."

[Usually it'd be kind of a sweet gesture that a driver puts their own life on the line for their blade, but fucking shit, Sheena, stay back, humans are delicate and if you die then you leave the goddamned Aegis at the mercy of whoever this woman is, not to mention Tethe'alla itself. Zelos glares at the back of her head and steps forth as well to meet her where she stands, setting himself right next to Sheena, but with his sword directly in front of her to keep her in place. For fuck's sake, Sheena. Take the hint.

And then Anna offers hers and her husband's names as if they're supposed to mean something, so self-important, dares to fucking offer Zelos a smile as she meets his eyes, and the Aegis draws in a sharp breath through grit teeth. Because dear fucking Architect, where does he even begin. Bad idea to take the Aegis to Mizuho, huh? Everyone fucking wants their hands on him, huh? And what, he's supposed to believe that a woman who claims to be in a rebel group to see the war end wants his safety?

Zelos is fuming.]

"What the hell do I care what your fucking husband's name is?" [he spits, ether in his sword crackling with his anger. Then he snorts, tilts his head.] "Honestly, talk about ego with a capital E. Is that supposed to convince us? Gimmie a break!"

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[Sheena shoots Zelos a look, but doesn't move from where she is. Fine!! Fine. Next to each other is good enough. She's going to have to talk to him about this later, because even the concept of Zelos taking a hit for her, let alone sacrificing himself, makes guilt curl up her spine dark and painful, but it's not like this woman is an immediate threat.

But then Anna introduces herself, and... Sheena stops, squints. "Anna Irving" isn't too uncommon of a name, but now that she's looking, there's a little resemblance there. Lloyd's mom did die because of Cruxis, after all, and Cruxis doesn't exist here. That's not that much weirder than Zelos being ~~a rock~~ an Aegis.

And then she tells them her husband's name, and, oh. Well. Alright! What the fuck is happening in this world.]

... Wait. Does the name Lloyd Irving mean anything to you?

[She relaxes just a little from her tense pose, though not entirely. She's willing to listen, at least.]

He doesn't know Kratos Aurion's name. Of course he doesn't fucking know it! Hot rage slides down her throat, unsurprised but still furious. What was she thinking! Why would they tell their precious little pet Aegis about the man who freed the first set, who fought tooth and nail to keep them safe, to end the war that demanded their use. Likely didn't want Zelos to get any lofty thoughts of freedom.

It makes sense. It makes her sick. No matter where she goes, she finds out another fantastic way humanity has gone out of their way to erase her husband from its history. They don't want to remember him. Don't want to remember that there's a way that isn't war. She breathes deeply (Kratos' voice, ringing in her ears "breathe, count at least to three", fond and patient) and she counts to five.

They aren't going to trust her like this. Zelos doesn't look like he trusts her at all. Of course he doesn't! She's human, after all, she's--

Her thoughts screech to a halt, cold horror gripping her lungs. It must be on Malos' end, because it comes a split-second before Zelos' driver says her son's name.

Zelos' driver says her son's name.

Anna feels like she's been struck. Lloyd's- he's supposed to be safe, even if doomed to a life of anomynity. She isn't sure if she's angry or just scared, fucking hell, that's her son, that's her son.

"Does... it mean anything to you?" she asks, voice tight.

[Well, this Anna here sure seems pissed that he doesn't know who she or her husband are. Good. Zelos smirks at her, smug and fiery as if daring her to go on, the 'what now, darling?' thunderous in his veins, but then he hears Sheena speak instead, and she sounds relaxed, and.

And... what... the fuck...?

No.

He slowly, so slowly gathers up his emotions and keeps them close to his chest. Zelos tilts his head in pretend mockery of Anna and spares a glance at Sheena out of the corner of his eye, somehow succeeding at keeping his breathing under control. She mentions a Lloyd Irving--a blood relative of some sort, probably--and Zelos stares, eyes snapping back and forth between Anna and Sheena as Anna reacts to the information, as she asks Sheena another question for her question. They're talking. Sheena's talking to Anna. Sheena's talking to the woman who wants to use him as a weapon.

Ha.

Ha ha.

Who the hell was he to think that life would be fair. To let down his walls? Who the hell was he to think that maybe this human would be different, if only because she was from another universe? Of course she's not. Of course nothing's easy.

Zelos stays silent and lets the scene before him play out, keeping his eyes on both women as they talk, trying to gather any information he can and committing important details to memory if he must. He's still furious, but underneath it all he just feels like such a fool. Whatever they agree on, he guesses he has no choice but to pretend to trust his driver's choice. Whatever. What-fucking-ever, maybe there'll be a way to manipulate the situation to his favour later.

We'll see.]

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[That was... a stronger reaction than she expected to get. Well. A stranger who Anna probably knows killed someone and wounded at least three more today knowing her kid's name would be unsettling. Or maybe they'd swapped places in this world! That's even worse!]

He's a friend of mine. Maybe not the one you're thinking of, though? I'm not from-- [... you know, maybe talking about how she's from another universe is a bad idea?] ...around here.

[Sheena, that's not going to make any fucking sense to anyone else here. She lets out a slow breath, cards still held ready, turns to make eye contact with Zelos. On the one hand, Lloyd had to get his personality from somewhere. On the other... maybe it was from Dirk. The memory of Kratos betraying them all those months ago still stings a little if she thinks about Colette's empty eyes, Lloyd's clenched fists; she's not sure she wants to gamble their freedom on hoping that someone connected to an alternate Kratos is genuine. She raises her eyebrows at him questioningly, lowers her voice to make it more difficult for Anna to hear.]

I don't know. What do you think?

Okay, Sheena's answer didn't make a lot of sense. Not from "around here"-- what the fuck does that mean? And "he's a friend of mine", like-- Maybe that one can make sense. Definitely strange that this 20-year-old acts like she's friends with a child, but maybe it was just a poor choice of words?

"He was supposed to be safe," Anna whispers around the fear that clutches her throat. "Dirk promised--"

She doesn't want to be scared, but the thought of anyone-- anyone knowing about her son, finding out what he is-- (A list of horrid things play on repeat in her head, things she almost wishes Kratos hadn't told her, things she would have been happier off not knowing but Anna refuses to embrace blissful ignorance. The world cannot be made better if you do not first confront its ugliness.)

Anyway.

She shakes those thoughts out of her head, literally. Cuts off her emotion bleed to Malos while she's at it, because something's going on on his end and it's making it harder to think. She pinches the bridge of her nose. Breathes deeply.

"No, sorry," she says. Panicking about Lloyd right now isn't going to do anyone any good. "I guess I'm just worried about him. But..." Maybe it's fine. Anna knows what a lying face looks like, and Sheena called Lloyd friend so genuinely, and Sheena did free Zelos. Someone like that probably isn't bad company for LLoyd. Hopefully.

(And if Sheena knows Lloyd, then maybe Anna can see him, again--)

They can fuss out details later.

"We should probably get out of the open," Anna says. There's a good chance she wasn't the only one who followed them this far.

[Zelos keeps watching, observing and listening to everything he can. Whoever this Lloyd Irving is, apparently his single existence is enough to get these two to lose their entire train of thought and listen to one another. What a goddamn joke. Then Sheena addresses him suddenly, asking what he thinks, and he lets his disbelief out in a tiny little laugh through a small smile. She sure is devoted to making him feel like he has a choice, huh? Well, two can play this game--after all, it's one he's been playing for nearly half a hundred years or so.

He's working out the details of his reply when Anna beats him to the punch, stealing his attention away. Zelos raises an eyebrow at her, because that's... a pretty fair point. To be honest, Zelos is not very happy that it took him this long to figure out that someone was following them, but then again it's probably just something about Anna that he's not quite deciphering here. She smells like ether, a lot of it, but not quite in dangerous levels nor highly concentrated enough for him to be on alert for a blade or a blade weapon. So what's this?

Well... He doesn't like this one bit, but he has a role to play. The smile stays on his face as he shrugs, slowly lowering his sword from where he's keeping it raised to keep Sheena back but not dismissing it.] "She knows your friend, right?" [he says out loud to both women, though with his sights set clearly on Anna and mostly addressing Sheena and ignoring their assailant.] "I guess that's something, so I'll just do whatever my driver here says."

[Eugh.]

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[Oh, oops. Sheena didn't mean to make Anna panic about her son. She pulls a face, actually thinking about how to word this.]

I'm sure he's fine! It's a really long story. You don't need to worry about it.

[For all she knows, anyway. She huffs at Zelos's response, placing one hand on her hip. Please stop trying to get her to make these decisions, Zelos, she's at least self-aware enough to realize that she has zero fucking clue about how this world works.]

... Look, can you give us a second? [And with that, she's going to take Zelos's arm and tug him back a few steps, at least mostly out of earshot.]

It seems almost too convenient, but... she expected you to know Kratos's name, not me. [She shrugs, a little helplessly.] She's probably got a point about Mizuho, too. Seriously, your guess is as good as mine.

[Though he remains stubbornly without dismissing his sword, Zelos at least switches it from active to a passive state, cutting off the ether flow and stopping the brilliant glow from the blade itself. He doesn't fight it when Sheena pulls him away, either. Zelos shoots Anna a blank look and then focuses his attention on his driver, posture casual and ready just in case he has to reactivate his sword and fight--nevermind that he has no idea how to fight, but.

Anyway.

It's only now that Zelos realizes that Sheena's inexperience with his world is going to be a pain in the ass if left unattended. Zelos sighs dramatically, bringing his free hand in the air to sell the picture, and smiles.] "My guess," [he begins, voice lowered to humour his driver,] "is that now that I've been stolen, everything as we know it is about to go to hell. Tethe'alla and Sylvarant were pretty much using us Aegises as deterrents, and without me in the picture, it won't take long for war to break out. Which means that Mizuho is definitely a bad idea--it's too neutral. Anyone could get a deal in and send assassins after you to bring me back and stop--or win--the war; especially the governments."

[He hums, pursing his lips as if deep in thought for a moment while he considers her next point. Well, might as well tell a half-truth. This can't hurt, right?] "I have no idea who Kratos Aurion is, but I can't deny that her urgency to tell us about him and her reaction to me not knowing him has me intrigued." [Zelos smirks.] "I guess you could say I'm curious to see who they're allied with."

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Anna doesn't say anything when they walk a little back to confer-- that's like, a totally valid thing to do. Alarm bells are definitely ringing in her head, though, for another reason. "I'll just do whatever my driver here says"? Yikes. Blades don't just say shit like that without something being... wrong.

Anna isn't sure if it's on Zelos' end or the driver's end, though. She blames the driver on reflex, only to reconsider when Sheena pulls Zelos back to ask his opinion. Probably not abuse, then.

Except... Aegises keep their memories, don't they? Kratos mentioned that once.

Not abuse from... this driver, then.

Anna takes a long, shaky breath, quiet rage burning low in the back of her heart. Sometimes, she really hates humanity.

I didn't steal you, [she says, automatically, not liking something about the way he says it. The thoughtful frown she'd been wearing deepens as Zelos lays his thoughts out, and she crosses her arms; he's right. For all that she trusts her home, a Mizuho with unknown intentions that doesn't recognize her isn't the safest place for a pair of fugitives.] But you're right. If her people really want to end the war...

... Guess they probably can't make things worse than I already have, if she's telling the truth. [A little, self-deprecating laugh.] And I'm curious about this world's Kratos, too. [She nods, raises the volume of her voice so that Anna can hear, too.] Okay. For now, at least.

"Now we're talking! Besides, if something goes down then we can probably fight our way through, right? What could possibly be worse than escaping Meltokio Castle?" [Zelos cheerfully says, flashing Sheena a big, bright smile.

In truth Zelos is pretty curious about this, but... ending the war? Putting his hands into human matters? Fuck's sake, it's the humans who did this to themselves, not the Aegises. This isn't Zelos' fight. But, well, there's nothing else he can do with a driver who seems not to be making the connection between someone who wants to end the war and her handing them the Aegis. At the very least, though, he could find a way to manipulate the situation, steal some resources and information, and then get himself and Sheena as far away from Anna as physically possible.

Quickly and quietly Zelos bounces an idea off in his brain, files it away for later, and gives Sheena one hell of a fake reassuring smile when she makes her choice.] "Anything you say, sweetheart!" [Zelos says, chipper. He straightens up and dismisses his sword, features hardening a little as he looks at Anna out of the corner of his eye, smile still in place.] "Just don't take your eyes off her, and don't leave my side," [he adds, voice dangerously low.

Here goes nothing.]

Tentative trust? Anna will take that.

"Here, this way," she says, gesturing for them to follow. "I have a hideout we'll be safe in while we figure some things out."

She gets about three steps before she staggers.

The emotion bleed between her and Malos? Usually pretty chill, especially since law school brings a basically non-existent set of threats with it. So when accute horror washes over Anna so thoroughly she feels like she's gonna fucking drown in it, she definitely gets concerned! It's not until the emotion ebbs a few seconds later, breaking into confusion and a thousand other frantic and somewhat ugly things, that Anna is able to compose herself, wheezing a little for air, clutching at her chest.

"Shit," she says, hastily reaching up to tap a short message against Malos' chunk of core crystal in her chest. She didn't have the patience to learn morse code, but they worked out a few signals for urgent communication. She sends him the one asking if he's okay. He should respond with one tap for yes or two for no, or SOS if it's real urgent.

She gets three taps back.

What the fuck does three taps mean!!!!!!!

"Okay, cool," Anna says, voice tight. Malos' lingering horror hasn't exactly left her lungs. She doesn't take her hand away from Malos' core crystal, it's warmth comforting. "Fuck." She says, a second later. She turns back to the Aegis and his driver, knowing she needs to offer an explanation. "My blade's in danger," she says.

(Well, he might be, anyway. It wasn't an SOS, Anna, calm down, you can afford to be kind of slow, if you couldn't he would have said!)

"So, uh, perhaps if we could hurry."

(She will ditch them if they do not move fast enough.)

Sounds good. [She guesses!! This is a mess of a situation. Hopefully it doesn't become any more of one; she's not sure she could deal with it. Her tone's uncertain, but she does obligingly stick close to Zelos, at least, as they follow behind Anna.

And then Anna freezes and doubles over, and Sheena has to stop abruptly not to walk into her.]

Are you-- [she starts, shooting Zelos a confused look, only to cut herself off as Anna starts to speak again. The fuck is happening.

This close she can see that there's something on Anna's chest that doesn't look like it's on a necklace - it wouldn't be strange if not for the fact that the only people she's seen with something like that, in the last few weeks, have all been blades like Zelos. And Anna... isn't, is she? That can wait, though; suspicious as she still is, Anna's terror looks real enough to Sheena.

Seriously what the fuck is with everyone being so possessive about blades! It's a little creepy!!]

Right, [she says, uneasy.] Lead the way.

[Once Anna turns to continue forward, though, she'll lag behind an extra step or two to whisper to Zelos, just loud enough for him to hear.] Can you be ready to pull your sword out again, just in case? This is... weird.

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[Anna's strange ether signature and levels are suddenly explained away the moment she draws attention to the core crystal on her chest, and--bingo. Zelos finds himself smirking at the sight, watching Anna's reaction to what must be heavy emotional bleed, the urgency she requests they follow her with. Even when it's out of his sight, Zelos still feels smug. Interesting... So that's why he couldn't sense her that well earlier; she's a blade eater. Rare as they may be, here she stands, guiding them to Architect-knows-where.]

"Of course, hon," [Zelos whispers back to Sheena, smirking still, eyes on Anna's back as she pushes forth. He then shoots her a quick look, if only to wink at her.] "I'll keep you safe."

[This just keeps getting weirder and weirder, he thinks as he redirects his gaze at Anna again, but there's worse fates than being caught with a blade eater and her blade. Zelos gathers ether around himself. He has enough offensive abilities in his pre-programmed arsenal to take care of the both of them and escape without needing the sword, but that'll depend on what happens at Anna's hideout. They'll get to that eventually--the ambient ether should tell him most of what he needs to know, once they're there.

For now Zelos does, however, notice them taking a little detour closer to Meltokio than he's personally comfortable with, but keeps his mouth shut. A hideout is a hideout. If push comes to shove, then they just kill Anna and her blade and take the hideout for themselves, then get on their way to the next best place Zelos can think to look for help.

He's got this.]

They follow her the entire way, so, like, there's that at least. Anna was half expecting them to ditch her, especially as they neared Meltokio-- but she has to get to Malos, even if they leave immediately for another, more distant safehouse, where Jin and Lora are. They don't go into the main city, anyway, her current home sits well nestled into its outskirts.

Once her home is in sight she breaks off at a run, only caring a tiny bit about her companions following becuase, like, Malos may or may not be in danger? His side of the emotion bleed has calmed considerably, but--

She unlocks the door and shoves it open with her shoulder.

"Dad?" she calls. "Everything fine?"

Her response is a delighted if somewhat urgent shout of her name followed by her adopted father tackling her in a bear hug, lifting her off the ground and spinning her once. She laughs, exasperated, still somewhat worried. He's holding her way too tight for things to be absolutely 100% fine.

"Thank the fucking Architect," he mumbles into her hair.

"You... were worried about me?" she asks, surprised. "What was all that, earlier--"

He kisses her hair, briefly. "I'll explain late...er..." The words die in his throat as he sees who else is with his daughter. "Anna fucking Irving, tell me you did NOT go and free the goddamn Aegis."

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Lloyd doesn't know what to do when Malos stops talking, panic obvious on the older man's face, because he didn't think to question the presence of soldiers, really. He kinda just stares there, about to try a sad attempt at destressing the blade, but the door opens and Malos immediately scans the front, eyes widening when he sees the person that opened the door.

Lloyd lets out a chuckle when Malos launches forwards, throwing himself at whoever opened the door, but there is a nervousness that builds up in his stomach, causing his blood to pump, as process of elimination tells him that the lady that just called Malos "dad" is Anna Irving, and Lloyd is going to meet her.

But as he walks up to the door, he catches black spiky hair tossed up into a ponytail and a flash of purple. He can't stop the grin that overtakes his face, willing to give Malos and Anna a moment because that's Sheena! She found him, not the other way around!

His legs pump as he snakes through the doorway and throws his arms around Sheena's neck, eyes closed, a delighted laugh escaping his mouth.

"Sheena! Oh, Sheena," he squeezes her tight, ignores the frog that catches in his throat, "we were so fuckin' scared. You just disappeared, we didn't -"

He opens his eyes, looking behind her shoulder, and his heart drops into his stomach. His words end abruptly as his breathing runs off pace, shaking his head slightly. It can't be, it can't be -

(Yes, it could be, Lloyd's mind supplies. After all, Anna lives in this dimension. Because -)

Zelos Wilder stands a few feet behind Sheena, looking around cautiously. His hair seems more orange than red, his clothes a little bit different, but that's - that's Zelos. The way Lloyd's heart clenches proves it more than memories ever could.

[Sheena insists on going ahead of Zelos as they head towards the safehouse, just in case it is a trap. The sight of a fuckin mountain of a man launching himself at Anna is not reassuring on that front, enough to make her tense, but it's immediately clear that it's fine. (Dad??? she wonders.)

And then Sheena catches a blur of red as Lloyd launches himself at her. She doesn't really have time to react fully, but she manages to open her arms a little before he collides with her, hugging him back only a little awkwardly as surprise and delight bubble up in her chest.]

Lloyd? [She lets out a soft, slightly disbelieving laugh as he talks. She's not sure why she's surprised, now that she thinks about it. Of course he'd come for her. That's just how Lloyd is, after all.] How'd you--

[Lloyd freezes midhug, and-- oh no. Oh no. She tightens her grip on Lloyd to keep him where he is, and her voice drops along with her gaze.]

He's-- it's not what you're thinking.

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[On edge just because of how close to Meltokio Castle they are again, even if it's not really that close and it's just his anxious mind making things bigger than they really are, the ether at Zelos' fingertips is already crackling when Anna breaks into a sprint and leaves them behind. He manages to keep it down, swallows down fear where Sheena can't find it. And then she shoots him a look and insists on going ahead, and Zelos bites his tongue before he says anything, watching her go ahead anyway. Okay, Sheena. Alright. Fuck yourself up, then.

At the very least, Zelos guesses that he could get to analyzing from out here, so he looks around cautiously, taps into his senses, tries to discern and categorize each ether signature in the house. There's that odd, ancient, less concentrated signature from Sheena, though it feels a little like it's growing in intensity. Weird, Zelos thinks. There's a strong signature from inside--Anna's blade, most likely, if the match-up between both is anything to go by. So, that makes three people here aside from Zelos. Exactly as planned.

Except not quite.

Anna's blade rushes forward and hugs her so tight that it gives Zelos whiplash. Okay, that was sudden, but there's probably no danger in that right now. Then someone else rushes at Sheena, and the first thing Zelos feels is a shock of fear and surprise until it explodes into something joyous and sweet. Zelos turns to look at his driver and finds her hugging a boy in red clothes, laughing. He frowns at the scene--he'd only sensed three signatures. Then what the hell...?

Well, whatever. Sheena seems comfortable with him, so it'd be suspicious to act suspicious. The boy looks his way and freezes, and on instinct Zelos offers him a grin, gesturing with one hand at him and Sheena.] "Well, I'd hate to ruin your moment here, and seeing how Anna's blade is fine," [he says over the sound of Anna and her blade debating with each other, stepping forward into the house and past Sheena and her friend, nonchalantly gesturing over his shoulder,] "I think I'll just help myself inside."

[He barely pays them any mind, looking around cautiously and curiously, and approaches Anna and her blade. Zelos offers them a bright smile and a wave.] "Yo! Thanks for hosting us tonight!" [he cheers. Then Zelos points at himself, grinning.] "I've been stolen!"

[There's ether still gathered in his hands. Just in case he has to act to kill.]

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"I did not, she did!" Anna counters, extracting herself from her father's death grip so she can gesture at Sheena-- who is now being hugged by a very enthusiastic hey wait a minute. Did Sheena just say Lloyd? It's... hard to tell, when the boy's not facing her, but. A knot of anxiety forms in Anna's gut, anyway.

Well, Lloyd's not that old, though. He can't be.

"Malos... who's--?" Anna asks.

"It's complicated," Malos says. He reaches down and knots his fingers through his daughters', one part needing to feel her here, one part wanting to hold her back, just in case. "I can explain, but first--"

Malos says that much when Zelos approaches, interrupting.

Anna bristles, a little. Zelos' smile definitely feels insincere, and she's pretty sure for all the distrust he was throwing around earlier, his words are a mask, too. And she wishes he'd stop saying it like that. A person can't be stolen.

"Yeah, I can see that," Malos says, laughing. His emotion bleed is a little tighter than usual, worry underneath all of it. Anna's not sure if it's worry for her or for Zelos. She squeezes his hand as well as she can with scarred fingers. "Though personally, I wouldn't really call it stolen. Can't steal a person, y'know? Free 'em, maybe." Malos shoots Zelos a smile. "Good to see you out of there, though."

(They both, absolutely, notice the ether Zelos has gathered, but neither choose to comment on it. Zelos has every right to be nervous, they think.)

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[At least getting Anna and Malos' attention distracts Zelos of the very, very obvious feeling of being ignored and kinda discarded. He grins wider when Anna's blade addresses him--Malos, he managed to catch the name--and tries to hold it in place when he starts going off about freedom and whatnot.

Zelos hides his discomfort behind a flap of his hand. Keep talking, fucker, you're still not off the hook.] "Of course you can't--what you stole is an Aegis, silly old man," [he jokes, fake mischief ebbing off his smile. He doesn't let go of the ether in his hands, but steps back a little, at least just enough for the Malos+Anna and Lloyd+Sheena duos to see each other through the hallway again. ] "Now," [he says as quickly as he can to avoid being interrupted, spreading his arms in the air, palms up, but one hand each pointing at both groups,] "I get we're all getting all sweet and sappy in here, but we're kinda fugitives, sooooo if you could leave that for later that'd be great."

Lloyd's not stupid. He knows the way Sheena tightens her grip around his waist is less hug and more please don't do the fucking thing because each one of his friends have done this to him at least once. He wants to fight, wants to protest, because Zelos is right there and he wants to scoop him up into a hug, but the logical part of Lloyd's brain resonates with the words Sheena whispers in his ear.

It's not what I want to think.

It only makes sense, honestly, that the world where Lloyd still has a mother and a bonus grandpa is the world where Zelos is still alive. Lloyd wants to believe for a second that this is the world he's destined to live in, but he - he knows better. It's all temporary.

His eyes water on their own accord, he forces it back with a strong blink and pulls out of Sheena's grasp, looking away to will a smile onto his face. He'll think about this later, when he can afford to cry, but Sheena is here and he's not going to let his dumb fucking hopes get in the way of that.

"Thanks for warning me," Lloyd says, genuinely, placing an arm around her shoulders, turning to face the safehouse. "I'm really glad you're alright, too," he adds, and that's genuine too.

Anna, Malos, and Zelos are all talking at the door, and seeing his mom clearly, for the first time, brings all sorts of emotions to the forefront. Excitement, anxiety, and fear all mix in this gross combination of mind vomit, where he can't think straight - especially since Zelos stands right next to her, and Lloyd can't even run up and kiss him like he's dreamed about since that last day they had together.

It's like everything Lloyd has ever wanted, but the rest of his friends aren't there and everything is being hung over his head, like he's a pet to be played with but never truly rewarded.

It's fine. He'll live with it. He always does.

SUDDENLY NOT SUPER EFFECTIVE

YA FUCKED IT

Aw shite

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Zelos none of this is an answer

DOUBT DOT PNG

zelos make a decision challenge

You think he wants to take that risk

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CHAOS BEGINS

HERE WE GO

WELCOME TO THE PARTY

[Comes in fifteen minutes late with Starbucks] Dude where's my hug

I MEAN IF YOU WANT A HUG, ZELOS, MALOS IS OPEN

Zelos: [FEAR OF SINCERITY AND TRUST: ON] NO NEVERMIND

lloyd is Dying